Torture

Why must I always be in anguish? Why must I feel like that why must I chase the cat? Horrible. There is no solace for the wicked, who’s souls have been bent. 

Once again there is no place for me on this earth. The humans who tasked me to guard the wires have gone. Nothing gained nothing lost. Just nothing. I met none of them, know not who any of them were. How bizarre. Oh. I have been left with something; covid 19. It doesn’t effect a creature like me and I have contracted it many times but the essence of the gesture is annoying. Wash your hands, don’t mosh in the pits. 

I might live on the streets for a while. The warmth of the pavement at night is alluring. If you don’t understand that, you should try sleeping in the middle of the road some time. Well, maybe you shouldn’t, becuz you’re not immortal. 

Imagine being in constant hate so much that you produce art expressly from it. I don’t like this existence. I’d rather be happy. But something is making me unhappy. Maybe it’s Venom, but it isn’t because I was already like this before he latched on to me. Maybe it’s vampirism. We as creatures of the night are cursed to be unsatisfied for as long as we live, as payment for living “forever”. Shit deal; has its pros. I don’t like the cons. I just remembered I can’t visit the monkey man for a month now because he will be infected with this virus. Infuriating. Stupid humans. Fuck this shit. Why must I take on the form of another to attract your attention? Does it really matter if I am innately interesting enough or not? And am I only uninteresting because I am forever unhappy? And can you solve that? I’d like to find out, but you all keep leaving me to the tide alone. Sloshing around for miles until the next ship sails by my floating corpse. Horrendous. 

So yeah I’m not very happy and am thinking about sleeping out on the streets for a while. It is isolating but calming. 

I hate the wires

Actually the wires are the only thing that I liek about this job. The rest is just waiting. It is so boring. If I wanted to sit and do nothing I would’ve stayed in the castle. If only this task wasn’t important I could run away to the ocean. Today I feel more like walking. I am tired. Venom has been sleeping all day. Actually not really he’s kind of been kicking and screaming to get out. Good thing I am as heavy as a rock today. He can’t lift my body even though he has symbiote hydraulicks. I hate the stupid idiots saying to be a weirdo. If you be a weirdo for real people just throw rocks at you in public. Just like the one winged dove sings a song sounds like she’s singing. Or you can be weird and a problem, like how I uzed to be. When I ate the flesh of the living. I am so hungry up in the rat’s nest. This is BS. 

Good bye you are breakfast lunch and dinner to a creature liek me. 

AAAAaaaaaaaa

The delusions are setting in. I gotta get outta here. I gotta run till I reach the ocean. The edge of the world is my body has set it as the destination. 

Ah finally. I can be at peace. It is a human, with no symbiote, and no interest in taking my soul. The radioactive interference appears to have been a warping in my perspective of reality. I can now be at peace as I guard The Wires. Don’t go looking for them. You won’t find them. 

Grrrrrrr

This is rediculous. I am in agony. And I have nothing to do for hours. Is this another test from God? This woman must have a symbiote. It is interfering with Venom’s radioactivity. If only I wasn’t tasked to sit in the Raven’s nest to look out for intruders. I need glasses I can’t see anything from up here. During the many hours of waiting I sometimes ascend to the higher level of the loft. It is dusty and decrepit. I would stay up there but I can’t reach the wires from up there. 

This is a recipe for damage. Too much time to think about thingz. And an outward source of attacking. The venom symbiote is feeding off of the fear. This is venom talking I am doing no dug thing , such thing. 

Venom stop talking on my blog post get back in my body or eject yourself forever. Please 

no I will not for the record I am Venom. 

Yes we know venom this is cringe stop it I’m going to end the post  no you are not I am Venom this is my blog now oh my god nevv be  given give me my f phone back you asshole fuck 

Why

Why she gotta do it to me?  Some woman started talking to me as if I wasn’t a creature and like wye. In case you didn’t know I am a lezbian. Except it isn’t that simple, becuz God don’t want it to be. 

Here I am walking around all fine keeping venom under wraps and then this woman starts to talk to me like I am like her. Maybe she is a vampire too but I don’t know yet. Or maybe she also has a venom symbiote. Either way I won’t know unless we engage in  more human conversation. I thought about it but I couldn’t handle it as my ability to control venom was immediately shattered by this woman. I climbed the ladder and hid in the raven’s nest and instantly shifted into my venom form. Good thing the other guy wasn’t there when I came up. Venom told me we gotta go find the mighty eagle and I said I know. I saw the woman on the ground a distance away from the nest and hid my head. I know not of her intentions yet but I felt I must avoid a furthering of our paths crossing. On the other hand though, I want to conjecture more information, particularly some that eliminates the possibility of the outcomes I fear coming to real. 

Should this human be benevolent in essence I should shield it from Venom and the other horrors of my being. Should this creature be evil I do not yet know. I may update you on this or I may never see it again. For the time being I live in fear. 

The juices

Hey guys so venom and me have been re-integrating with society lately. It’s really hard. Especially cause venom just wants to be a sour creature all the time but people don’t like it when you show emotions other than fake contentness. I couldn’t keep venom in any longer so I ran to an area with no one around and unleashed his leash. He laughed like the joker. Somehow no one was concerned of my absence and I returned a noticeable amount of time later but no one said anything. Now that the venom symbiote came out once, the venom juices 🍷 had openings to keep seeping out throughout the rest of the day. Somehow no one noticed. I hate that though because I want people to be like “oh my god he has the venom symbiote oh shit” but they don’t. 

Why do motherfuckers gotta ask “how are you doing” or “how’s it going” cause then I gotta answer like I wish I could say “Not Applicable” in real life because “I don’t wanna tell you” means bad to them and they like “oh I see ok sorry well” NO YOU DONT SEE

JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH THIS MOTHERFUCKER SAYS HE DELETED ALL THE CLIPS HE REFUSED TO SEND TO ANYONE THAT HE WAZ GONNA MAKE  AVIDEO OF THAT HE NEVER DID AND LIKE IT WAS MY BEST PERFORMANCE EVER AND NOW IT IS LOST TO TIME WHAT THE ACTAL FUCK UOU DUMCB SHIT OH MY GOD THE KEYBOARD ISGLIZTIHGIN OUT FUCK THIS WEBSITEEEEE 

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