Just like the one winged dove

 sings a song sounds like she’s singan. Stevie Nicks edge of seventeen. That’s me right now, excsept I’m over the edge now. I don’t know how I feel about being an adult vampire. It technically doesn’t matter because I’ll still have this young ... malicious body for centuries to come, but like before I was a child eating the flesh of people, and now I’m just eating the flesh of people. It kinda feels different, and I don’t like that. I have fallen into a state of depression because my mind and body are separate. I need to cry to get over it but it’s not working. All that comes out of my eyes is ash. Just like the one winged dove, sings a song sounds like she’s singing. Stevie nicks edge of seventeen. That’s me right now. I am still stuck in the endless loop. I see no future.  I don’t like it, but quitting won’t put food on the table. Oh yay I just remembered I can watch demon slayer again... should I watch it now or after I crie myself out of the depressive state. I like Madara Uchiha, but I will not follow him. He’s a sketchy kid. I don’t like red she hulk anymore, I already forgot red she hulk existed. Hmm... now that I remember I actually again feel like I can identify with red she hulk. I kinda don’t wanna be a boy or a gurl, I just want to be. I think it’d be funny if I was referred to as an “it”. Isn’t this a strange moss covered rock? 

You know, being immune to time, to some extent, doesn’t free you from the times changing. It’s sad. Maybe this is how I find it in me to cry. I am a solitary creature of the night, I am so alone. Good night and remember: the side of which you walk your way towards, is the side you find it in yourself to get there. 

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