Wednesday, September 6, 2023

Sunday June 11th

 I haven’t seen anyone I know in almost a week.

I’m so boring it’s no surprise no one wants to hang out. I don’t drink because I know I would let it kill me, but would it be worth it to live and die, than to not live at all?

I don’t like living (rotting) in the van. These walls are my tomb, and a source of shame.

I have been getting back on top of my responsibilities, I just got my oil changed, and I will call the IRS tomorrow.

There was a disturbing vision. I was cutting off my hand, and the lifeless flesh moved back and forth with the knife sawing.

I let myself get so hungry that it hurt. I didn’t even notice until it got to that point.

I need to be hugged or something.

1 comment:

  1. Jeez why is it so hard to post a comment. Anyways hello emo age fish. that soundz really nice as in mostly not nice at all. and very familiar. if you want i could come find you can turn you into a vampire or maybe give you the venom symbiote if i can find him idk where he is right now. either of these may turn you evil but you kinda get over it after a few months. or years.

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