I don't wanna go outside anymore

So yeah I don't really wanna go outside anymore. No one wants to see me. I don't want to see them either. I tried to join hands with the world but neither of us are really interested in each other so I'll relieve them of the annoyance of pretending to be alright with me. I've lost a lot more interest in connecting with people. I ain't a square peg anymore I'm a kalaidascope peg or something. only people I can really be with without this extreme tension of pretending to be something I just aren't. I dont wanna make this post anymore good bye.