My faith is leaving

guys I met some really mean people on roblox and i feel like nothing is worth doing again. these are the people I try to present myself to. i will never be the thing they want to see. i think because they dont want to see. they dont want to be alive. they are in pain. existential agony plagues many. and all i can do is eat them and suck the blood out of their corpse. all the weak can do is die. wow. im starting to sound like emo age fish. but do i have the strength to be differently. i don't know when i'll know. when the roblox people said their things my arms and shoulders lowered. and they feel blue and purple now. they stopped burning and are just limp. i didnt even do it on purpose they just feel like... i dont know. but my head is all swimmy now. it was set on doing stuff and now it's just fish, swimming around in the ocean. i realized i can hibernate all i want. time does not go faster. well it does, but only two years have passed. not centuries. i dont even remember what i was talking about in the last post. probably something ztupid. what ever it was its not happening any more and im just . alive. but ... oh i remember now. the thing i was trying to do was halted. im just alive again but am just living under the train tracks. i kiled all the contrsuction workers. no one lives in this part of the city. just kidding. they finished contrscutction and i just moved back in. good bye now. im just sad cause those roblox people were really bad. and i told them what i thought and they just went back to playing the game. maybe ill just start harassing mean people again over and over until im fulfilled. oh yeah, that's what i was doing. but then they beat me back and im dead. i feel heavy. i think I broke. ok good bye.