Why am I still alive

After all this time and all that has happened. Why am I still here? Why has nothing come to claim my soul yet. I have beaten the lord of the night, or maybe he won. I guess it can be interpreted either way. Many days I think about murdering idiots but zzzzz what were we taking about in sling flying falling asleep. Ah more neurons ok. Why must a good creature be sentenced to the deep depths but not me? I have not contributed to anything anywhere in the past half year. I’m cold. I hate cold, unless there’s snow everywhere, or if it’s in a place that’s supposed to be cold. Why must I shiver while surrounded by invasive trees from tropical plases “? Aaaaaa my eyes are closing my thensekves. Ah shit I’m gonna fall asleep on the street and get mugged. Gotta get to the castle. Good bye I didn’t even say anything yet but I zzzzzzzzzzzuzzzuzzzuuzsuzsshzzzhzhzzzz