I have revealed myself to the day creatures. They know I’m a vampire and they aren’t scared, they’re never scared. They cackle like heiyenas and tell me I should suck blood. I don’t want to suck blood but I have to. These humans when they laugh arent like the majority of humans who cackle at the animal, they cackle because they are… goofy. Not insane though. One day the one winged dove will sing a song sounds like she’s singan on them. These humans somehow know I’m a girl even though my name is Davie because my parents cursed me. Except I’m not a gurl anymore I’m an it. Last time I was a girl was when I lived in the cardboard box. I live in a castle now. The humans break in sometimes. One of them recently just loitered just for the sake of loitering. I told them they are the reserve food. They laugh and shoot someone. Goofy humans.
Anyways I am dying even thought I’m immortal. I am dying inside. I will outlast my own mind and soul. Whatever’s left will encroach upon the living and kill everything. Many vampires make an aeir and burn themselves up before they get to that point. I don’t care. I will sit there in the back of the creature’s mind, not thinking, not even really watching, just being. My soul is a gas fire. I think. Yes dirt works against it. There is dirt all over my soul and it weighs me down. I can feel the soul writhing around in my chest. My eyes grow wide and I gasp for air when I think about the future. It’s here. It has arrived. But I don’t know how anything works so this is going to be a very rough takeoff. The plane will drudge through the mud, hitting every single rock in the way, until it gets enough lift to lift off. Rejoin the living or become a weapon of crass destruction. I choose rejoin the living. I’m going to hurl. Vomit out blood, blood from all the victems I’ve sucked. I am a creature of the bite. 🧛🏿♀️ I will eat you alive. How can I become a human again when I have eaten so many of them. Even if they let me in because they don’t know of my sins, they will see through me eventually, and poke and prod and harass. And I will have to eat them. Every time. Miserable creatures. These ones I’m living amongst don’t poke, or stare in fear. Where are all the other humans like this? I’ve seen none of such. It pisses me off. I therst for blood. I will eat you. Fuck you all for contributing negatively to the constructs you were born into. Your children will become hookers like you. You are not smart, you are animals. There is nothing remotely human about you, and that’s why I eat you fuckers for breakfast. You are just pigs rolling around in the dirt and filth. I will cull your nuts off. I will suck the cum out of your blood stream. 🧛🏿♀️ give me liberty or give me head 🧛🏿♀️
