Restlessness

I can’t sleep. I can feel the blood flowing through every vein in my body. Especially my arms. They are emanating heat. There is an energy force bouncing around inside my body. The darkness of the night, calls me; to bite people. Hours are flying by as I try to compress my body and squish the malice out like a soda can but it does not leave. It is in every one of my cells. I think I got poisoned by the venom symbiote. Honestly I don’t remember what it was liek to have the venom symbiote. I just remember I wuz angry. And my arms were hot like this. I want to be at peace but it is not approaching me. Maybe I ate a human that injested crack cocaine. Damn it all I hope not. The cocaine is making my killer instincts kick in. I want to eat a lot. I want to run around eating a lot of things and breaking a lot of objects with my arms which feel like they could shoot beams right now. Maybe I should try it. The crowd control and single target tenticles don’t have as far range as a laser. But I am not a creature of light, so maybe it will just shoot gross blood instead. I have watched too many movies from this era. It has been some times since I’ve seen a movie though. Maybe I should steal them. I don’t really want to though cuz it just makes me sad to watch them. A world I could not be a part of. I am delusional. The delusions are uncontrollable right now. I feel crazy. I want to sit next to an explosion and blow up in the blast and re-form back together without cocaine in my blood stream. The night is cold but it is nearly sweaty temperature in here cause of my arms. I want to steal a green light from somewhere to put in this box. Maybe it will make me have better dreams. Or it will make me hungry for vegetables. Then I will become a farmer and attack the earth and devour its products instead of the humans. I haven’t been outside in quite a while. I think I made liek two posts before this one but forgot to post them cause I actually did fall asleep. Let’s see what they say.