11/12/08

I just bumped into some kid by accident when they were drinking water and I think they hit their mouth on the thing where the water comes out and I feel like a complete shitty asshole cause I wasn’t paying attention to where I was going. It was around a corner and I didn’t think to slow down around the corner in case someone was coming from that way. I’m a fucking idiot. I need more sleep. Fucking stupid dumbass. At least I feel bad I guess. But still I’m really fucking stupid and unaware of my surroundings. It’s like drugs but I’m not even doing any drugs I’m just a fucking clumsy shit by default. I’m gonna feel bad about this for the rest of the day and probably tomorrow or something until I apologize to that person again. I feel like I’m too aware of people around me but also at the same time the opposite because there’s so many people around and I can’t focus on all of them at once so I run into shit thinking about everything. I hope that person is ok and I hope I don’t hurt anyone else like a fucking idiot.