There’s nothing I can do to fix my life and I don’t care anymore. I’ll just wait until the shit hits the fucking fan and my mom wins and my dad ________ or some shit. I don’t want either to happen but I can’t stop it. Also I really fucking hate that when the counceler lady asked the class a question someone raised their hand and the first fucking thing they said was “oh uh,,, the video sound wasn’t in sync” OF COURSE IT WASN’T YOU DONT HAVE TO FUCKING POINT IT OUT JUST TO BE A WHINEY ASSHOLE EVERYONE HAS EYES SHUT UP STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT LITTLE SHIT LIKE THAT. GOD DAMMIT. IF I COULD SPEAK I WOULDVE JUST POLITELY GIVEN THE FUCKJING ANSWER. I FUCKING WISH I COULD SPEAK GOD DAMMIT. BUT NO IM NEVER ALLOWED TO CAUSE PEOPLE STARE AND SAY IM WRONG. WHY DO PEOPLE STARE AT ME AM I REALLY THAT FUCKING INTERESTING? HUH? WHAT THE FUCK IS SO INTERESTING ABOUT SOME FUCKER WEARING DARK AND ATTENTION DIVERTING CLOTHES WHOS LOOKING AT THE FUCKING FLOOR. I GUESS EVEN IF I JUST WEAR NAVY BLUE OR BLACK BORING SHIT THEN IT DOESNT MATTER CAUSE YOU FUCKERS WILL STILL STARE AT ME. I REALLY DONT LIKE IT CAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING WRONG. EVERYONE ALWAYS TELLS ME IM WRONG BUT 

THEY NEVER TELL ME WHAT I’M DOING WRONG.